Being an educator..is tough enough..

2011..it’s almost 7 years being an educator of a secondary school students. There’re so many types of students I’ve ever experienced in class..my bad tempered emotions sometimes shake my students' body...and so much tears had flown down my cheeks....and yet I still don’t get the right recipes to attract them and change them to be a responsible and respectful person.. Yes, changing humans’ attitudes could not be done overnight.. However.. because of their playful and bad acts do affect my spirit of joy and excitement of teaching.. I love my students so much..I want them to be happy in class..but they sometimes make me sad and mad! Oh Allah! Please give me strength to take this responsibility to educate them to be a better person.. Amin!

Is something wrong somewhere?

I am so lucky to have a complete set of a happy family..a trusting and understanding husband, a pair of beautiful and healthy kids, loving parents and siblings and with so many good friends around me.. But, I am still earning for more..what's wrong with me?
I've already got a good job, stable monthly salary, comfort house and...cars..that can be considered enough for now..(;P)
However I envy to see others' and yet still wanting for having some more and more to add up and spice up my entire life.. Is it normal to have that kind of feeling right now when others are still keep on searching and striving hard to get one of those I've already possessed? I need to find out why... why am I become like this? Is something I've missed out?

My First Blog Ever...

This is my first time ever to experience blogging.. I'm not sure I would become an addict of it. Sometimes I luv to share my story with others but most of the time I prefer to keep it in myself. I do reading some of other blogs of closed friends and I really enjoy them very much!!
I feel like to have my own some day. Now, I'm trying my best to write something that can be shared with you all out there..